day 181: how did you spend your last birthday? mmm eighteenth i actually have no idea, thats not sad is it? it was on a sunday, so i must have gone to church and then came back home and had morning tea and opened my camera up after lunch, and then i just bludged around the house for the rest of the day. my “party” was a week later, i had friends and family over, and parents kept making me...
[[MORE]] i don’t want to go out tonight, but my “best friend” wants me too. i don’t want to see all the people i used to know. i don’t want to drink. because i get the worst hangovers, but i don’t want to sit in my room and ponder on my grades because i know i failed something. i don’t want to go out because it’s gladstone. and i don’t know...